Currently Listening Mariah Carey - Greatest Hits By Mariah Carey see related

Tell me I'm the one you treasure... Forever...

As I lost my heart to you there in the dark
Underneath the stars...

Maybe you could be mine... again...
Maybe we could make the dream for real like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life

Every time I turn around
I find my heart in pieces on the ground
So so lonely
I'm looking for my one and only...

Saturday I saw you
Holding hands with someone new
Somehow I kept my composure just like everything was cool
But inside I kept repeating
"Don't you let them see you cry..."
So I casually turned my head as the tears rolled down my eyes...

Gonna make you want to get with me tonight
I'm gonna put those naughty thoughts into your mind
I'm gonna show you clearly I can rock your world
You're gonna know fo' sho that I should be your girl

And how I wish you only knew...
What I feel inside for you
Probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew... how I love you, Baby...

And our love goes round and round
Way up high
A joy ride
We can touch the stars above
We found love
And our love was heaven sent
From the day
We first met
We got something they can't touch
We found love

Fly like a bird, take to the sky
I need you now, Lord, carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold,
I pray You come and carry me home...

Now you bring me home
And tell me "goodnight"'s not enough for you
I'm sorry baby
I didn't mean to turn you on...

It's just the way I want you, baby
Oh, so...bad....
Every night and every day...

I got myself a lover
Who knows what I like
When he invites me over,
I come every time...
He's all mine
And his lovin' gets me high
Like a taste of ecstasy
All I need is him to be my Loverboy...
Loverboy, come on and love me
Give me more, touch me and touch me
I enjoy the way you rock me
All night long...

To painful to... talk about...
So I hold it in
'Til my heart can mend
And be brave enough... to love again
Ohhh.... Never too far away...
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be,
I keep you close to me...

Did you really care?
Care enough for me?
Did you really care?
Did you care at all for me?
If I'm not quite good enough,
Or somehow undeserving of a mother's love...
You could have had the decency to give me up
Before you gave me life...
Oh, don't you even care
Just the slightest little bit for me?
Cause I really need to feel you care
Even once upon a time for me...

So these are just some of my favorite lyrics from my collection of 65 Mariah Carey songs. I hope that one day when I fall in love for the first time that these songs mean even more to me. Even if that love doesn't work out for some reason, I'll know for sure that what I felt was real and I can be thankful to have had the chance to love. Like Mariah says in "Don't Forget About Us":

When it's for real, it's forever...

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Currently Listening The Breakthrough By Mary J. Blige Be Without You see related

I do not feel sadness over who I am, but rather the way that a handful of ignorant, closed-minded people perceive me as. Though sometimes I wonder if the sadness is directed more towards the fact that those people are closer than I would like them to be.

Her voice says she still loves me, but her actions scream "I wish you were straight..."

Currently Listening Stars Are Blind By Paris Hilton see related

That's right. Paris. If you haven't already downloaded one of her singles, iTunes has Stars Are Blind. Perhaps you should check it out.

Currently Listening The Tension And The Spark By Darren Hayes Oh... god.... this CD makes me cream see related

Morrison Insane Asylum

I like that picture. It's creepy.

So basically everyone knows that Xanga sucks majorly. MySpace or FaceBook, duh. Except high schoolers that have FaceBooks and haven't been accepted into college yet are losers.

Raise your hand if you have an amazing boyfriend.

*raises hand*

It means a lot for me to type that. It may not seem like it, but it's a big step for a specific reason.

"It's good, isn't it grand
Isn't it great, isn't it swell
Isn't it fun, isn't it nowadays
There's men everywhere
Jazz everywhere
Booze everywhere
Life everywhere
Joy everywhere
Nowadays

You can like the life your livin'
You can live the life you like
You can even marry Harry
But mess around with Ike"

But anyways,

Death to Xanga!

<3

Currently Listening Monsta Jamz By Various Artists see related

Collarbone Canvas...

The morning after...

<3

Did you have a perfect date this weekend? No? Well I did. Actually, no. It wasn't a perfect date - it was the perfect date. But a gentleman doesn't kiss and tell  even if it happened in Thackerville, Oklahoma.

"You're rambling..."

"...Then shut me up..."